Evolution of thoughts

When I was a child, I 'believed' in God. It was rather like supporting my favourite football club, either you are in favour of God or not. Later on my thoughts underwent evolution as my readings opened up a window to philosophy. However, it became clear to me that there were as many threads of logic leading to the non-existence of God as there were to His existence. I grew rather into an agnostic. I was sure at moments about the presence of an omniscient pool of thought creating specific patterns governing the life of myself and the Universe in general - from logic sense as well as personal experience. But at others I was rather sanguine that if a universal law governed the Universe, there was no space for God; because if the law was universal then it would govern God too, but then God would not fulfil His essential criteria, e.g. having created the law, being above it and controlling things covered by the law.
Further down the line came the realization that there are numerous dimensions which are not even conceived by our senses and our science. As such, our knowledge is limited and cannot possibly comprehend the magnitude and functioning of a greater law or consciousness. So the question remains unsolved till date.